depressed.

after class, kirin got cranky [as always].

5 gals, n a dam.

chaotic!

MORE OUTING PLEASE.

im making a decision now.

hope u gals [to: kirin & mar] see this.

IM GONNA GIVE HONGKONG A MISS!!!

[im sad, coz i really wan to go. but takder rezeki la katakan. next time ah gal. make it a DECISION, rather than a Impromptu one. n gals, PRESENTS PLEASE!]

damn! im depressed!! sigh.

FAREWELL...

its FAREWELL again.

back from outings with the ward girls to celebrate Nicole's bdae & Sister Dorothy's farewell.

**sob sob**

gonna miss her.

next would be Sister LSM.

i wonder when's mine?

since everyone leaving anyway.

im SO LoNelY!

hahahahaha

anyway gals...

ROCKBAND RULEZ!!

currently, listening to those oldies boybands songs.

damn...now im missing those YSS mates.

SkyDining @ Jewel Box

went to Jewel Box for dinner with kirin on Sunday [26/07/09].

Its a skydining thing, where u have ur meals inside the cable car, and goes around mount faber, harbour front and sentosa for 3 times!

quite funny since only we are the GIRL COUPLE, to which, this kirin, had to add on..
"kita kan lesbian, siti"!
oh my oh my, see wats been coming out from her mouth!!
sungguh tak senonoh!

"ITS NOT TRUE OK! IM STILL A STRAIGHT FEMALE!!"

hahahahahaha.

we had "fun" inside the cable car,

eating and chatting away, shouting and screaming, and of coz, cam-whoring.

the ambience is not really tt breathetaking..

but a worth 'complimentary' experience, thanks to kirin!

wahaha

n we have decided tt my camera....NEED to CHANGE!

keke.

spent almost 2 hrs inside the cable car,

and off we go..walking down the hill.

yesh, we walked down to the MRT! using the long route.

aint we crazy?! i believed we do. coz apparently, we are not dressed up for a hiking u noe!

imagine u are driving up the hill, and then u see 'crazy' people walking down the hill with their best clothes.

hahahaha.

cant blame me, im OUT with the BIPOLAR!

and blame the Marang Trail to put tt BIG BIG sign

discouraging us NOT to use it as the trail doesnt have Lights to lead us on.

imagine the total darkness ahead of us and a sky full of creepiness....

SCARY U!!

along tt crazy way downhill, which took us less than 30 mins, we planned many activities for the ANIMALS! keke.

1) walked down the MARANG TRAIL @ nitez! [seriously, i DONT MIND]

2) booked a chalet and have marathon. [since we love FO so much]

3) go overseas [it had been postponed many times due to unforeseen circumstances]

4) to the ZOO! [waiting for juls to confirm the date]

5) forest tracking @ bedok [damn cool la this]

ohhh did i tell u..

i LOVE the TOILET!

damn cool place to take pics.

hahaha.

WEIRD!

WEIRD!!!

VERY VERY WEIRD!

AL

my AL starts from NOW

**yippie**

but...

im NOT goin anywhere!

hmph!!

SISTER!! CAN I HAVE 2 WEEKS OF NPL??!!!! [u think she will read this, NAH!!]

pretty pls!

[sigh, even IF i bcome more hardworking, these request can juz be ignored]

BUT I WANT TO GO HOLIDAY WITH BIPOLAR!!!!!

grieving.

ryte..
i saw their family pic in the news yest.
condosclences to your family.
ur father is [was] a great man.
its unfortunate tt the illness took up his life.
and for u guys to be by his death side, was a tough one.


semoga tuhan mencucuri rahmat ke atas rohnya

Al-Fatehah

D&D

oh man..

WHAT TO WEAR FOR D&D TML??????

URGH!!

cant find anything nice in the wardrobe. n im NOT buying! urgh.

moment of death

ohh man..

this feeling is like shit.

how come i've seen nothing, But, death...

the real life, the reel life, the reality & the dreams.

i opened HD, and saw 3 of my old pts...looking @ me. i smiled, says hi, and walked away. in my heavy heart, i dun wanna see them on their last.

hey, it may sound-ed bad....

BUT!

it hurts to have someone's last breath on u...

it hurts even more to break the news to the relatives.

i noe how much i went thru, juz to tell them...

"ur love one has gone"

i looked @ the phone, the words got stuck, and the tears juz waiting to fall.

ended up, i gave the phone to my another collegue, coz i cant speak their language.

i even remembered crying once, with the family coaxing us instead.

[after tt incident, pt remains as pt]

i even remembered having to sit in to a family conversation,

tt 'denial' state.

i remembered how, the Reg, told me...

"u noe siti, after being in this line for long and getting older by day, i dun think i could control my emotions[tears] anymore. i felt so sorry each time.."

[n who says tt we get used to it. For a dr, its painful not to have cure tt pt. For a nurse, its painful not seeing pt's family by their side]

and whoever says they have not done any packing...

u shall be next, appointed by me! hahaha

post nite

im on my sleeping day todae.

instead of sleeping on my comfortable bed,

i chose to roam around the town area instead

settling my loans stuff, and walking through 'mazes' with my mum

super sianz. and super pissed.

n im dead tired now, having to wake up @ 7pm on 19/7/09

and still awake @ 7.25pm 20/7/09

n not forgetting too..

tt im already back to shift work tml afternoon!

urghhhh

oh yah. felt like buying the upapa hug massage.

i tried it for like 10 mins, and it does work for me.

esp on my back and shoulders.

damn, i sound like some ah-ma already.

think the ah- ma pts are better off than me.

*giggle**

oh yeah...i still need help for blogger.

dumb

sincerely...

mayb im dumb,
but i still cannot get the grasp of blogger
i wan to change theme.
n i did.
but then, i have complicated issue after.
hahahahha

im soooo dumb.

testing for now

i got tired of using multiply, really.
mayb i shld juz use multiply for not known contacts.
gotta try blogger. looks interesting though.
hahahahaha.
btw, i have tt free time, who cares!!