de bz life....watever

seriously, i dunnoe where to start. OR where i have stop.

Aidilfitri this yr has been blissful.
1st day of Raya, went to grandma house, waited for the other family members for almost 2 hrs before father actually decided to go back to MUAR!
the kids, which include me, sang the BALIK KAMPUNG song...we were soo happy as finally, we are raya-ing in kampung. hahaha
for the 1st time ever, minus the kenduri kahwin and others, my mum got reunited with her other paternal-maternal 'siblings'. n it was a blast!
i HAVE MANY MANY COUSINS, of whom...i DUN REALLY KNOW. hahahaha
we decided, tt hari raya HAJi, we will be goin back to MUAR as what we do always.
[so akim, klau kau baca nie, jgn lupa balik kampung tau! u still owe me mercuns!!]

celebrated my 23rd @ BESTWAY! best kan? NOT!!
i had to go for this core programme, i dunnoe if its a waste of time..but THEY wan us to be on par with the docs. watever la...
anyway, i got a new watch as a present. keke. nvm the colour, ayam. as long as it fits. kekeke

and the days goes by here in bz SG, juggling between skol assignments, and work QI!
really farked up now since im not sure what THEY really 1 me to do in the project! all i have with me are hardcopies which i HAVE to make it into data and into ppt slides later on.

and skol assignments, lagi cekik darah! exams are few days away, and presentation tt we HAVE not discussed yet. ppl, we need to buck up a bit. chey...
n yesh ppl...events on the way!! cant wait! :)

shocking shocking news

oh wow!

the days passed very very very fast indeed.
*pejam celik pejam celik, dah nk syawal*

shocking shocking news!!

NO.1
i didnt expect it to turn out this way. anyway, i have no say in this stuff. i hate to say this, but a problem is mere a problem. u noe where im getting this to? i better not say it out. let the anger subside, then tackle the problem. words learnt @ workplace 'a hungry man is a angry man'. i dunnoe how its related, but to me...its related. haha. i dunnoe how to explain it, but ohh well.

NO.2
galfren called me a few days ago, asked to bring IC and my own self. making me into confusion state. SHE'S TREATING ME TO FACIAL!!!!! yeay. n to which i replied in those girly giggly manner, where Kirin looked @ me in disbelief **roll eyes**
she tot im talking to my BF **which apparently i HAVE NOT! coz i dun have 1!**
well, i nv show my girly side of me until recently.
anyway, i cant wait for it. wooohoooo.
k, i sound-ed pathetic. whats up with this facial and girly side? well, its for me to know. but im juz excited! hehehehe.
i shall give u a date for our date, GF!

NO.3
i was shocked to see my youngest sis @ 2am, watching Korean DVD!! well, im partly to be blamed, coz i NEVER control it. but wait, i think i saw tt DVD in the room 5 mins ago...how the hell shes watching it @ the hall? haha.
tts too bad, coz disciplinary actions coming up.
NO TV NO DVD NO CARTOON NO PLAYGRD! NO MONEY NO KEDAI KEDAI!
keke. i sound soooooo bloodyyyyy evil!!! but i loike. ish3

NO.4
i KNEW U ARE PLANNING SOMETHING!! IM NOT BLIND[although i wear specs] OR DEAF [although i have 1 good ear] and yah...watever. **roll eyes**

NO.5
i juz realised tt my tagboard are tagged by my sec skol frenz. hahaha. so where the hell are my collegues & my animals? hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. come on tag me ppl!

NO.6
im starting to crap my numbers here. so b4 i actually do tt, i better take some nap, since im on the GRAVEYARD shift. 1 nite down, 3 more to go.
hopeful for uneventful nite. seriously, give me a break! stop the callbells, stop the -i cannot sleep, i wan sleeping pills!, stop STOP STOP!

see i told u...im crapping!

NITEZ!!
ohh...i need to close the door, coz discplinary actions r taking place. **evillaugh**

iTs Juz ME!

i KNOW its juz ME...

im thankful to god everytime i opened up my eyes @ anytime of the day.
i dun care if my mum sarcasticly says "matahari nk terbenam pun"
all i know is tt..
im seeing another day.

n i have tt reason for tt.
a reason for a hypochondriac ppl like me.
well, i have those S&S.
but i refused to budge.
i dun trust them,
eventhough they are the ppl i ALWAYS meet.

TL on Fri brought me to someone.
HE is testing me.
HE is giving me HINTs.
n its UP to me..
to take tt hint, and live.
OR to ignore it, and perish.

@ this moment, i dunnoe who to trust..

HIM or ME.
:(

tunes Of music

de After Effect of watching Drama is to find the soundtrack..
i've long watched and completed Beethoven Virus [Korean drama]
n i've grown to love musics more.
i've grown up listening to Kenny G's saxaphone OR any instrumental piece tt i can get my hands off.
obviously, i listen to all songs. but i dislike metallica, whereby u juz scream ur heads off, and i have to guess wat u are singing?? [sorry to those metal fans out there]

those days kept on reminiscing..
de days when i joined the ENSEMBLE in primary skol,
well, we are the percussion team.
and tt nothing other than recorders, pianica, think there is drum..
[which i find tt now kids are better than us]
we even competed during pri 4, and won 1st place,
beating those skols which has even more players, better instruments..
n getting A's for music is a no problem for us,
[only tt de music teacher kept on complaining tt we are playing the same songs as other kids will also practised the same song as us. wahahaha]

and tts abt it.
i didnt proceed with joining band during sec skol. and i half regret tt decision.
bCOZ i wished tt i could play piano, and now im having craze over guitar.
n i was told tt i was a guitar fan since young.
i practically LIKE seeing people playing guitar, as wat my mum told me. i would stand on my seats when im younger and shout and scream whenever someone on stage play guitar.
and i knew nothing abt this...until now.

Gabriel's Oboe, has caught my heart. listen to the song posted on my blog.
there's a piece from the orchaestra and somewhat a guy plucking the guitar.
LOVE IT very much.

close ur eyes, relax ur mind..
listen to tt piece..
n u find urself carried away with its simple life...