assignments vs money

who would have thought tt doin QIP is very challenging?

theres no point of regretting, siti, u are already in tt point where there is no turning point.

its left with fingers pointing @ u, with u struggling to get facts rite.

not getting understood, and yet have to understand.

i know, i shld have turn away tt request the moment im called for.

so much so tt i think tt i can do it,

but confidence has slowly drained away from me.

i guess, she HAVE given up on me. haha

research paper IS over, and yet, left with presentation to do.

we STILL have NOT started on the project.

no topic, no good flow, nowhere to start.

n health law to begin and end with.

bloody arse!!

sometimes, i asked myself, y am i so stupid to spend my hardearned money on progressing my career. i find tt useful people comes with experienced, and not some cert tt we pay-ed so much juz to get ourself demoralized later on. sadly as it is, its the truth and reality out there.

i shld have kept the money for things tt i yearned for - travelling & shopping.

i SHOULD behave like a gal with money to spend, rather than a gal who spend herself cooping with NO life each day.

its juz when i realized tt shopping is a bliss, even if its juz a box of DVD, tt i was late..

i was already in debt, a healthy one though. haha.

i shld have thought of better.

anywayz, its too late to think abt it.

all i can do is strive to success, oh man, its like JPS's motto!

to make myself happy, i went for a shopping spree after class today with farmer.

she got me an eyeliner, and a lipstick. for the complimentary tickets tt she wants and tt says 'sorry' on it. haha. poor thing. nvm u can buy me more stuff...HAHA

shop for another 3 DVDs.

buy the family this OGAWA massage- watever its called. but its cool, sooo goonnna use it next timeand im BROKE...

till 25th!

BYE!