saying hello...in a boring way. lolz

taking the time to blog..
at least for now.
i noe im getting boring here..

my life is like a cycle.
home-skol-home-skol.

i got no time to socialize outside except via the net.
and that is only within my comfort level.
as in..only limited to those i noe.

i dunnoe, but technology does sucks
i hate to admit tt im one of those technology suckers.
i need my mp3, well, not anymore, its hp! to listen to my kpop songs.
blasted thru the ears, really into my own world.

not only tt, its FB-ing all the time,
home, on the way to skol...wherever.
be it wireless or not..

anyway, i dun find a purpose to talk abt technology.
coz im not a right person to condemn or watsoever.

all i noe is that i love gadgets.
hp, camera, videos, games....
but yeah, its the time tt limits me to all these.

actually i do love machines.
but to see that a fren is so curious abt machines,
i became one of those ppl who laughs at him, shaking my head everytime he touch something..
a machine i mean. LOL
my bad..

ohhh im beginning to rant.
it soon gonna be wat a fren will say..
"a disaster cum preparation for funeral day"
everytime a test, exam paper, presentations or anything related to grading system.
LOL at her.
but its kinda of....cute?!
keke

im having a debate, a bio paper and my convocation in approximately 6 hrs time.
and wat the hell im doin here
u say lehz...
"take 5"
a fren will tell me.

so im "take 5" here in my own a diary entry, but now become a ventilation port for me.
im so excited to finally have convocation.
but a close fren is not,
and another close fren is not coming.
hmphhh...
JUZ WAT HAD HAPPENED TO OUR PROMISES??
well juz fine..
i SHALL enjoy myself,
its my hard worked earned money.
ok...minus off that crazy schedules of coming to skol on weekends
and rushing thru our assignments, presentations like mad.
my house has since became a memory whenever the word, law & ethics or research arises.
y?
coz my room is the port of all these messy assignments.
LOL! i missed those days.

and yes, lets HOPE for future meet ups. or mayb a gateaway.
which i can predict..
NOT ANYTIME SOON!

i got another 3 mins.
before another cycle of revisions.
well, its mad.
seeing myself in the mirror [ok, im exaggerating]
i find tt i slacked too much.
exams is like later on...
but i only take the initiatives to start revising or mayb i shld say..
READ..
at 12midnight todae.
amazed?

im not!
i seriously have no way of motivation to get my ass off studying.
i guess its juz enough tt my brain cells are depleting.
n i will TRY to force myself to stop studying..
at least for this kind of course.
and its not tt i dun like it though.

this is when im envious of those who have their own family surrounded them.
i want to have one too.
but im too shy away from them to start a relationship.
and
psssssttt...my parents are bugging me to search for a bf.
sigh.
at this kind of age..
who doesnt want to have a partner of life.
its juz whether this person is worth for u..
that matters.

alrite..
my 3 mins is up.
gotta gooooooo and
crack my head for another cycle of revision...
WOHOOOOOO....
lolz...