somehow, i saw my late grandmum in her.
for tt moment, i tot it would be alrite to talk with her, tt elderly pt who could not stopped seeking and prayed tt things would be alrite for her. unknown to her, the consequences of the latter. the much agony tt she would be facing in real time soon. n lucky for her, she got strong family bond. mayb tt would keep her in the better state.
@ de time we were talking, the person opposite her was listening. another elderly whom faced many troubles, and yet had no family. the agony she is facing then, was only for her to keep.
tts when, i saw my late grandmum, suddenly her voice which i had not heard for almost 9 yrs broke out from tt small silence, the face of tt elderly i was looking at..resembled her.
i stopped myself from talking. i tried my ways to stop tt conversation, in case, tears dropped out.
i muz be hallucinating, i told myself. but for sure enough, i missed her so much.
i was wondering what was my late grandma's feelings @ tt point of time when the dr's have to do tt painful procedure on her. god knows, coz we cant understand her. i understand tt feeling of hers soon after i graduated from nursing and had to be tt decision maker when she was badly in state. having the one to take plug, set plug, seen all kinds of procedures from other pts, i felt for her.
n i guess....its too late now.
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