oh well

i have completed my Adv Dip.
im an ADV DIP holder now.
but do i care?
its still de same battlefield...

musical featuring nurses are fun.




guess what.. i wanna learn how to draw comic.
that musical inspired me much.

at how much we thought but cant say.

great masterpiece, great stories? lol

i seriously cant help but wonders the familiarity of this song.
nella fantasia is the song, with gabriel's oboe as the sound.
how nice, gabriel's oboe was already a masterpiece.
something that could make me calm.
and add on with the lyrics..
its super duper masterpiece.

and ohh..im stuck with QOM now.
due to this piece.
i wonder if i have time to watch them.

i've been wondering and pondering,
what are my dreams.
is it that career that i always have done [not wanted]
or.. something that makes me satisfied.

of coz, marriage is still the number one thing.
well u see, im growing old and older.
and parents, relatives, are nagging at me.
worrying tt im still left on the shelf
[btw, im ONLY 24!!]
so yeah..

i actually told my bestie tt i miss the stage.
i miss goin on to the stage and perform.
[not talking, but playing instruments]
joining the cca way back then in sec skol was SERIOUS a mistake.
i do have fun in pri skol though.
idk...
but as time goes by,
i dun wish to regret.

skol is finally over.
with theory and soon, 1 more paper.
left with attachments and the battlefield of 2 yrs.
sigh..
i seriously wish that i could have done better..

i seriously wish that i could revert back time when i was 3 yrs old.
i shld have not cried or refused when my mum wanna put me in piano class
ohhh well,
tts my path u see.
all i need to do is change and see whats the future lies for me.
sigh sigh sigh

saying hello...in a boring way. lolz

taking the time to blog..
at least for now.
i noe im getting boring here..

my life is like a cycle.
home-skol-home-skol.

i got no time to socialize outside except via the net.
and that is only within my comfort level.
as in..only limited to those i noe.

i dunnoe, but technology does sucks
i hate to admit tt im one of those technology suckers.
i need my mp3, well, not anymore, its hp! to listen to my kpop songs.
blasted thru the ears, really into my own world.

not only tt, its FB-ing all the time,
home, on the way to skol...wherever.
be it wireless or not..

anyway, i dun find a purpose to talk abt technology.
coz im not a right person to condemn or watsoever.

all i noe is that i love gadgets.
hp, camera, videos, games....
but yeah, its the time tt limits me to all these.

actually i do love machines.
but to see that a fren is so curious abt machines,
i became one of those ppl who laughs at him, shaking my head everytime he touch something..
a machine i mean. LOL
my bad..

ohhh im beginning to rant.
it soon gonna be wat a fren will say..
"a disaster cum preparation for funeral day"
everytime a test, exam paper, presentations or anything related to grading system.
LOL at her.
but its kinda of....cute?!
keke

im having a debate, a bio paper and my convocation in approximately 6 hrs time.
and wat the hell im doin here
u say lehz...
"take 5"
a fren will tell me.

so im "take 5" here in my own a diary entry, but now become a ventilation port for me.
im so excited to finally have convocation.
but a close fren is not,
and another close fren is not coming.
hmphhh...
JUZ WAT HAD HAPPENED TO OUR PROMISES??
well juz fine..
i SHALL enjoy myself,
its my hard worked earned money.
ok...minus off that crazy schedules of coming to skol on weekends
and rushing thru our assignments, presentations like mad.
my house has since became a memory whenever the word, law & ethics or research arises.
y?
coz my room is the port of all these messy assignments.
LOL! i missed those days.

and yes, lets HOPE for future meet ups. or mayb a gateaway.
which i can predict..
NOT ANYTIME SOON!

i got another 3 mins.
before another cycle of revisions.
well, its mad.
seeing myself in the mirror [ok, im exaggerating]
i find tt i slacked too much.
exams is like later on...
but i only take the initiatives to start revising or mayb i shld say..
READ..
at 12midnight todae.
amazed?

im not!
i seriously have no way of motivation to get my ass off studying.
i guess its juz enough tt my brain cells are depleting.
n i will TRY to force myself to stop studying..
at least for this kind of course.
and its not tt i dun like it though.

this is when im envious of those who have their own family surrounded them.
i want to have one too.
but im too shy away from them to start a relationship.
and
psssssttt...my parents are bugging me to search for a bf.
sigh.
at this kind of age..
who doesnt want to have a partner of life.
its juz whether this person is worth for u..
that matters.

alrite..
my 3 mins is up.
gotta gooooooo and
crack my head for another cycle of revision...
WOHOOOOOO....
lolz...

give up!

i really want to give up NOW!!

like seriously!

i SHOULD have just quit!

hmph!!!!

best of frenz

i dunnoe why, but i really feel like blogging now.
maybe i have that urgency to squeeze my brain for the lectures.
well, im glad that i took the course now than later.
coz it just meant tt my brain is not how it used to be last time.

anyway enough of studying [and apparently, i've not started revision!]

just a little recap of what i've been doing the past few days..
[and again, im so sure that no one read my blog]
lolx

took pictures of Jimmy's N Eunice's ROM.
that day..
i was juz capturing eunice. well, fb is too much..
i tried uploading the pics over there and it had failed me 4th times.
anyway, gonna try my last hands on it there.
if still failed me..
then i get jimmy to post up. lolz.

anyway...CONGRATS again. dun forget to invite me to your chinese wedding. hehe

went out with the Animals todae.
was a great joy!
couldnt concentrate on lectures in class.
due to the massive SMS-es
anyway...the day is sooo fun n great.
lets try out clubbing people.
n ohh yeah..
dun forget the Hen's party too!

shld we organize a Rooster's party for our dear fren too??!! lol!

n i wonder when the P.As are meeting.
organize one soon buddies...

i'm so in love....

with Photography!
{evil laugh}
i'm so in love to play with my old-new toy!

with that many excuses i've made while working
"busy working, no time to take pictures!"
i'm trying to compensate while studying.
in case many doesnt know,
im continuing with advanced diploma in nursing [medical-surgical]
well, not something to be proud of though.
but somehow i know that no one is going to read my post anyway.
lol

so take it as a personal entry from me to remind that
FINALLY SITI, YOU HAVE TIME FOR PHOTOGRAPHY!!!

i do envy my cousin though.
he put so much into photography that it become a source of income for him.
congrats cousin.
you have talent.
me...im just a beginner, with no inside out of the basic knowlegde.
only with the beliefs that i took better pictures than my other close friends.
call it 'intuiton'
watever.

but does that mean...
i have to expand my collections.
most not in the meant time.
im serious abt this hobby
but i guess my lens is all i have and need for the time being!
LOLZ

anyway...
its finally ROM for Jim n Eunice.
CONGRATULATIONS!!!

**lets hope everything goes well for me tml...y? coz..this bugger[oops] appoint me to take pictures for him eventhough he knows im not that good. its juz that i have good camera! well done mr khoo! lol!**

should i be happy or sad?

if it meant to release that burden

im willing to listen

eventhough im shocked

but even so...

you are still my dear friend!