best of frenz

i dunnoe why, but i really feel like blogging now.
maybe i have that urgency to squeeze my brain for the lectures.
well, im glad that i took the course now than later.
coz it just meant tt my brain is not how it used to be last time.

anyway enough of studying [and apparently, i've not started revision!]

just a little recap of what i've been doing the past few days..
[and again, im so sure that no one read my blog]
lolx

took pictures of Jimmy's N Eunice's ROM.
that day..
i was juz capturing eunice. well, fb is too much..
i tried uploading the pics over there and it had failed me 4th times.
anyway, gonna try my last hands on it there.
if still failed me..
then i get jimmy to post up. lolz.

anyway...CONGRATS again. dun forget to invite me to your chinese wedding. hehe

went out with the Animals todae.
was a great joy!
couldnt concentrate on lectures in class.
due to the massive SMS-es
anyway...the day is sooo fun n great.
lets try out clubbing people.
n ohh yeah..
dun forget the Hen's party too!

shld we organize a Rooster's party for our dear fren too??!! lol!

n i wonder when the P.As are meeting.
organize one soon buddies...

i'm so in love....

with Photography!
{evil laugh}
i'm so in love to play with my old-new toy!

with that many excuses i've made while working
"busy working, no time to take pictures!"
i'm trying to compensate while studying.
in case many doesnt know,
im continuing with advanced diploma in nursing [medical-surgical]
well, not something to be proud of though.
but somehow i know that no one is going to read my post anyway.
lol

so take it as a personal entry from me to remind that
FINALLY SITI, YOU HAVE TIME FOR PHOTOGRAPHY!!!

i do envy my cousin though.
he put so much into photography that it become a source of income for him.
congrats cousin.
you have talent.
me...im just a beginner, with no inside out of the basic knowlegde.
only with the beliefs that i took better pictures than my other close friends.
call it 'intuiton'
watever.

but does that mean...
i have to expand my collections.
most not in the meant time.
im serious abt this hobby
but i guess my lens is all i have and need for the time being!
LOLZ

anyway...
its finally ROM for Jim n Eunice.
CONGRATULATIONS!!!

**lets hope everything goes well for me tml...y? coz..this bugger[oops] appoint me to take pictures for him eventhough he knows im not that good. its juz that i have good camera! well done mr khoo! lol!**

should i be happy or sad?

if it meant to release that burden

im willing to listen

eventhough im shocked

but even so...

you are still my dear friend!

....the Last ROund of night....

how i ended my 3 graveyard shifts?

1st night:
its simple, quiet but lots of "anger" towards the cute yelling auntie.

2nd Night:
muscles developed from pushing patient's bed up and down the hospital. with some sarcastic remarks from overflow doctor for not knowing how to assist him in a procedure.
-maybe he forgot that this nurse is a first timer in THAT KIND of procedure-
n not to forget, the worse combination of the on-call people.

3rd Night:
the F***king call bells are killing and draining us down. screw the person who invents call bells.
n its a bleeding/ diarrhoea changing diapers/bedsheets every hour.
-Should i be angry or what? its entirely not their fault that they have to be in state, but at least a please or a thank you is sufficient enough to make our day-
and at some last minute @ odd hours,
she just stopped breathing! after making SOOOO much noise the entire night.
-somehow, i felt better that she is at a much better place than to suffer from this-

n there goes the tired 3 nights.
not to forget,
my LAST ROUND of night.
in ward 57.

GOODBYE night shift.
GOODBYE all my NICE NIGHT staffs.
GOODBYE that entire nearly 4 years of learning.

n again..
i ask myself..
"am i happy?"

it will be my last round of nite..

its gonna be..

GOODBYE!

bye mother ward.

bye lovely people out there.

for the gal who always need guidance...

and always have guided is going off...

to chase management dreams..

n not of hers..

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so long people...

be happy! n smile always!!

n it will be the last round of nite....

am i happy?? **shrugss**

4th off day, n its killing me!

everywhere i go to..
it only reminds me of Japan
i dunnoe why,
mayb im attached to that place.

oh well,
bring me back to my homeland..tt is..singapore!

its the 4th day of my off day!
n yesh,
i've been home all this time.
except for some outing spent with mum.

n tts where, i wished im at work,
or doing something worthwhile.
its when..
someone raised tt marriage issue.

pressurising?
nope.

i can escape from this qns which i dread to answer.
n somehow, i always have tt reason.
n tt answer.

todae...i tried playing my guitar which has been collecting dusts at the corner of the room.
n felt stupid after trying to play and play.
coz i've yet learned how to play chords.
tts when i think,
ohhh guitar is soo not me.
shld have gotten myself a keyboard instead.
mayb next time

but me visualizing myself playing it is so great.
mayb i shld get a teacher.
tts only when i have a free time for myself.
hmphh

n i sooo have to get back to my DSR!
need to buy some lighter lens.
and a dry box too!
i hope it doesnt mould in there. jeez!
my current lens is heavy. and super long.
and i couldnt bring myself to bring it to some function.
coz im not a professional yet.
lol!

oh yah...Nyp is taking tooooo bloody long to confirmed out placement.
n im getting sick of waiting.
for...
i have plans IF im not included in the placement.
lolz.
ITS VACATION BABY!